Uncertain

Every evening since Thursday I have been unsure how much longer is left. The contractions, and the pressure intensify and make my evenings very uncomfortable. It takes a lot of exercises and some careful positioning and my concentration and then I feel better, well until I have to stand up again or pee or something. I do get comfortable enough to sleep between night bathroom trips, and am grateful for that. By morning I am usually feeling great, ready to conquer the world and again thinking I have 3 weeks left. I can't really seem to decide weather I want to be done soon or weather I want march 7th. My body is so confused!